The person who i want to meet..

I always dream and want to meet my prophet muhammad saw.
Because of him, we can moved from the era of ignorance to
the bright days like this. From him we can know there is life
after we die..
He is the most patient person that i know in this world.
He has spread the religion of Islam relentlessly, and all his followers
are in around the world.
I hope if I die I can see him and meet him..

The hardest thing that i ever had to do....

I think the hardest thing that i ever to do is born
into this world..
Because everything that i do have responsibility..
It is hard but if i mature i can think what should i do
and what shouldn't i do...
So i can't do anything up to me because everything has rules..
It is hard to do and sometimes myself want to against it.
In this world they are too much of rules..
If i dont do the rules, i can be punished by the other.
So thats why i say this hard to do..

When its rain...

When it is raining, i feel so blue because i roll back my memory, when i saw the face who i love in rain.
But i just forget about it, because i have a new life here.
So now, if i see the rainfall i feel happy because i have new friends here
and they're so nice.
But sometimes i want to be alone, when it is raining.
Because that time is good to remember and learn from my mistakes in the past.
And its good to see the rain with a cup of hot tea or coffee and some cigarette.
hohoho...

A time when....

I was happy when i was gifted by everyone who i loved, when i was loved by people,
and if i become a successful people.

I was sad when i was lost something or someone that i love it..
and when i failed to do something.